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Just Realised Something
Topic Started: Nov 4 2013, 10:00 AM (1,289 Views)
Sam
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It takes a mere second for treasure to turn to trash.

I have been here for several years. During this time period I tried to kill myself twice, was bullied to the extreme, verbally, physically and emotionally. When my mom was at work near constantly and my meth head ex step dad would be off getting high. I sat in my room, crying a ton. Scaring people on here and friends on Diablo II because I was so angry deeply depressed. This s*** on my confidence. In high school I was not bullied but even they hurt me deep.

All the loneliness, all of the anger and depression, this was the only place I could let it all out at. I was still a solid mod but more so an immature prick. Because of DBZF I realized that, even if I had nobody in life, I came on here and found people who care.

Even January on towards my finals I made 34 pages of posts on here. I needed this place to feel fulfilled. When I was smoking 7-8 bowls of weed in the wilderness around the campus, I was OK. I picked the top three of eight of the most failed classes on the campus. I was a dumbass, didn't do enough research. I only smoked once in awhile my second semester, despite having no real friends there.

I setup a routine and schedule for myself and did much better in the second semester. I was so dedicated after that heart wrenching Worst Staff. My room had no wifi or anything like that. It was hard. I started gouging my money to get my iPad 3 at 4G under the threat of demodding me. Once I became broke, I was posting on a 3.5 inch horribly cracked and almost no 4G or Wifi to speak of. That's why that worst staff "award" hurt so bad.

I could keep going how much this place has saved my life. We'll leave it here as a book rather than a dictionary. :p
Edited by Sam, Nov 4 2013, 09:46 PM.
WoW Legion Ending - Thank you Darker for making this into one, big incredible gif! <3
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MrTsoi
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What? You wannah peace of me?

I couldn't even spell let alone write in paragraphs....
You can say I have digivolved since last time :cool:

Yes, I still make bad jokes. Pfft Hah!
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Accelerator
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最強の能力者

When I joined this forum I sucked at GFX.
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唄歌い
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Buuberries
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No

neci that makes me want to hug u lots
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peep
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when i joined this forum i wanted to be a good boy and not spam and type like a stupid

that ended p quickly
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thx accelerator for the sig it is my first sig ever and i love it and i love u :)
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+ Ginyu
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Leve Feyenoord 1!

I went from huge noob to average noob

It's something.
Edited by Ginyu, Nov 5 2013, 07:51 AM.
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Ask GinyuTokusentai
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IXA
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Irrelevant

GinyuTokusentai
Nov 5 2013, 07:35 AM
I went from huge nood to average noob.
nood?

@topic: I'd say I've become less shy since joining the forum. I used to couldn't stand talking to new people for fear of them disliking me,but now I love talking to new members and my friends here.
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